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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

5:25 AM

[current mood: stronge!]

[current music: I Am Who I Am -Jonas Brothers]

i am who i am -Jonas Brothers

I am what I am I can't help myself

And if you don't like it

Get with somebody else

I'll never change my ways

It's not a phase

This is how it is and this is how it's gonna stay

Because I am what I am

I know what I'm not

I'm not the type of guy

That doesn't know how good he's got it

And I won't back down

Won't climb around

Saying that I changed cause

That's not how it's going down

Cause I know (I know, I know)

Wherever I go (I go, I go)

I know where I stand

I am what I am

Hey! Hey!

I am what I am

Hey! Hey!
...

i really tank those read friends of mine..

i love you guys to the end,

i felt like crying,

you somehow laught me out..

i felt like dying,

you made me live my life to the fullest!

my love for you guys can nv get enough to say

THANKS!

i was despo,

but

Xun Nian,

Shirley,

Ayuni,

totally changed my views!

i want to cry now,

but note-to-self,

for the joy of having real friends lik you guys!

'you dont get what you want,

you just get what you are..'

here's an essay on the facts of my life..

I AM WHO I AM

2007 was a year for me, i was a stranger at that point..

i knew no one, no one knew me..

but my emo-ness caused me to be more open believe it or not..

sec 1 wasnt a smile on my face 1 bit..

but because im always alone outside the bookstore,

people knew me as one lonely fellow..

and they get to know me,

and talked to me..

thats when i try to be more open..

vulgarities was intro to me first time by

JEREMY CHONG..

note: i just pure hate it i hang with him too long..

sorri but,

i hate using vulgarities and im trying to change..

2008 went terribly..

i got to know other people through the friends i made,

played basketball..

i guess i was adapting to more of a violence picture.

but believe me, i was still trying..

but grades went down,

because sec 2 and sec 1 was totally diff,

i was opening to other people.

people was a friend which i didnt have in sec 1..

they were gd at times,

but bad at others..

but, end of year..

my head filled with wisdom from the Lord's words..

i always try to change for the better..

i wont go down, im up on infinity!

im trying,

im really trying..

friends did backstabbed me,

but i at last got to know a book of wisdom,

the Bible,

and i forgive / forget

i always repeated that in 08's posts

as u know, 2008's post was all regrets..

ive tried

realli did

2009 was a fresh start..

everything was happy for me,

till 3 days be4..

i was horrified when i heard im

kp,

im big shot,

i dress big,

im aggresive,

im self-centred,

im immature,

im a psuh-over,

im evrything i was told to stay away from!

i was desperate to know what ive done,

ive changed myself,

forgot what ive become,

erase myself,

let go of what ive done in 2008

but all seems down..

today put me back!

here's the rebut of evrything ive learned from REAL FRIENDS..

i am what i am,

if people tells me to hate Toushirou or they'll hate me,

i cant just leave Toushirou right?

it's me!

im personality..

hate it get lost because u are what u say i am!

i realised,

i was just scaring myself,

im not what u critised..

im not what u want me to be,

although i am trying to be perfect,

i cant!

but i'll try to be every sec of my life!

im changing,

i know,

but what uve dont know is me!

im changing,

FOR THE BETTER!

not for u?

im happy,

i live my life,

i know whats me,

im just scaring myself with fantasy you think i am!

cause u dun realli know me..

i cant be what i want to be,

but i'll get who i am!

from there i can change,

but i cant change the fact that i am who i am,

and onli close friends know i am who i am..

but normal friends,

they just know what i do,

how i treat them..

they dont get it do they?

it's them who im trying to get close..

i may gone far sometimes,

but i apologised..

did u?

u know u said i am all that,

but others tell me who u are without asking!

u made people think how i realli am at first sight!

but i spent time with u guys,

know u guys,

any wrong attitude u guys gave,

i left for a joke..

u guys actually cause me to be like u!

i hanged with u guys,

u kp,

i took it jokingly,

i learnt from u,

kp u as a plain joke..

u took it as if im a freaking idiot!

I AM ONE!

for trusting you to know me!

u know who u are,

as a person and ur personlality..

i am a C guy,

a guy who doesnt socialise,

and u guys are people who at least talk..

but yet,

i have more friends than u do!

i have dun even have a friend i hate!

bet'cha do!

i have friends who backstabbed me,

and yet,

it somehow still isnt me!

people socialise with me,

i dun hav to show them,

im kind on the outside..

i just express myself lik i do always,

and friends just love me..

do they to u?

u may say,

yea they still do..

but deep inside,

i know some who dunt strongly..

your an angel to them,

but ur a devil to me..

when u and i are distant,

u come all friendly and stuff..

but as u get to comfortable with me,

u take advantage..

ur true self is expressed!

you know what,

i dun care what u think of me..

i just think that,

im happy with who i am cause i cant find in 2009 what to change yet!

mayb a few to sharpen on,

but not evr what u said!

i will change,

every sec

every year

every moment..

but not for u evr!

cause u dun know what i am..

i will change for me!

myself!

cause i know,

i searched

ive reflected and i have a million proper rebuts on why im what u said,

which i am really not inside!

a true friend's

here till the end,

know me inside out,

but another type of friend,

judges from first look,

and just take for guranted that im a stupid ass

who is not in ur favour

cause of mayb someting u saw just one time,

that u didnt reflect on,

which mayb is u who had influenced me..

get out of my life these critisim!

cause i know what to do with my life

im happy before u came in!

people actually loved me!

do they to you?

why do i even listen to someone who can be a big brother to me?

just living my life here..

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日番谷冬獅郎,

Hitsugaya Tōshirō

Labels: i am who i am..

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

5:25 AM

[current mood: stronge!]

[current music: I Am Who I Am -Jonas Brothers]

i am who i am -Jonas Brothers

I am what I am I can't help myself

And if you don't like it

Get with somebody else

I'll never change my ways

It's not a phase

This is how it is and this is how it's gonna stay

Because I am what I am

I know what I'm not

I'm not the type of guy

That doesn't know how good he's got it

And I won't back down

Won't climb around

Saying that I changed cause

That's not how it's going down

Cause I know (I know, I know)

Wherever I go (I go, I go)

I know where I stand

I am what I am

Hey! Hey!

I am what I am

Hey! Hey!
...

i really tank those read friends of mine..

i love you guys to the end,

i felt like crying,

you somehow laught me out..

i felt like dying,

you made me live my life to the fullest!

my love for you guys can nv get enough to say

THANKS!

i was despo,

but

Xun Nian,

Shirley,

Ayuni,

totally changed my views!

i want to cry now,

but note-to-self,

for the joy of having real friends lik you guys!

'you dont get what you want,

you just get what you are..'

here's an essay on the facts of my life..

I AM WHO I AM

2007 was a year for me, i was a stranger at that point..

i knew no one, no one knew me..

but my emo-ness caused me to be more open believe it or not..

sec 1 wasnt a smile on my face 1 bit..

but because im always alone outside the bookstore,

people knew me as one lonely fellow..

and they get to know me,

and talked to me..

thats when i try to be more open..

vulgarities was intro to me first time by

JEREMY CHONG..

note: i just pure hate it i hang with him too long..

sorri but,

i hate using vulgarities and im trying to change..

2008 went terribly..

i got to know other people through the friends i made,

played basketball..

i guess i was adapting to more of a violence picture.

but believe me, i was still trying..

but grades went down,

because sec 2 and sec 1 was totally diff,

i was opening to other people.

people was a friend which i didnt have in sec 1..

they were gd at times,

but bad at others..

but, end of year..

my head filled with wisdom from the Lord's words..

i always try to change for the better..

i wont go down, im up on infinity!

im trying,

im really trying..

friends did backstabbed me,

but i at last got to know a book of wisdom,

the Bible,

and i forgive / forget

i always repeated that in 08's posts

as u know, 2008's post was all regrets..

ive tried

realli did

2009 was a fresh start..

everything was happy for me,

till 3 days be4..

i was horrified when i heard im

kp,

im big shot,

i dress big,

im aggresive,

im self-centred,

im immature,

im a psuh-over,

im evrything i was told to stay away from!

i was desperate to know what ive done,

ive changed myself,

forgot what ive become,

erase myself,

let go of what ive done in 2008

but all seems down..

today put me back!

here's the rebut of evrything ive learned from REAL FRIENDS..

i am what i am,

if people tells me to hate Toushirou or they'll hate me,

i cant just leave Toushirou right?

it's me!

im personality..

hate it get lost because u are what u say i am!

i realised,

i was just scaring myself,

im not what u critised..

im not what u want me to be,

although i am trying to be perfect,

i cant!

but i'll try to be every sec of my life!

im changing,

i know,

but what uve dont know is me!

im changing,

FOR THE BETTER!

not for u?

im happy,

i live my life,

i know whats me,

im just scaring myself with fantasy you think i am!

cause u dun realli know me..

i cant be what i want to be,

but i'll get who i am!

from there i can change,

but i cant change the fact that i am who i am,

and onli close friends know i am who i am..

but normal friends,

they just know what i do,

how i treat them..

they dont get it do they?

it's them who im trying to get close..

i may gone far sometimes,

but i apologised..

did u?

u know u said i am all that,

but others tell me who u are without asking!

u made people think how i realli am at first sight!

but i spent time with u guys,

know u guys,

any wrong attitude u guys gave,

i left for a joke..

u guys actually cause me to be like u!

i hanged with u guys,

u kp,

i took it jokingly,

i learnt from u,

kp u as a plain joke..

u took it as if im a freaking idiot!

I AM ONE!

for trusting you to know me!

u know who u are,

as a person and ur personlality..

i am a C guy,

a guy who doesnt socialise,

and u guys are people who at least talk..

but yet,

i have more friends than u do!

i have dun even have a friend i hate!

bet'cha do!

i have friends who backstabbed me,

and yet,

it somehow still isnt me!

people socialise with me,

i dun hav to show them,

im kind on the outside..

i just express myself lik i do always,

and friends just love me..

do they to u?

u may say,

yea they still do..

but deep inside,

i know some who dunt strongly..

your an angel to them,

but ur a devil to me..

when u and i are distant,

u come all friendly and stuff..

but as u get to comfortable with me,

u take advantage..

ur true self is expressed!

you know what,

i dun care what u think of me..

i just think that,

im happy with who i am cause i cant find in 2009 what to change yet!

mayb a few to sharpen on,

but not evr what u said!

i will change,

every sec

every year

every moment..

but not for u evr!

cause u dun know what i am..

i will change for me!

myself!

cause i know,

i searched

ive reflected and i have a million proper rebuts on why im what u said,

which i am really not inside!

a true friend's

here till the end,

know me inside out,

but another type of friend,

judges from first look,

and just take for guranted that im a stupid ass

who is not in ur favour

cause of mayb someting u saw just one time,

that u didnt reflect on,

which mayb is u who had influenced me..

get out of my life these critisim!

cause i know what to do with my life

im happy before u came in!

people actually loved me!

do they to you?

why do i even listen to someone who can be a big brother to me?

just living my life here..

Photobucket

日番谷冬獅郎,

Hitsugaya Tōshirō

Labels: i am who i am..