[current mood: In-a-Craze!]
[current music: Run, Don't Walk -Hey Monday]
(lyrics, 5th box nevigation)
DISC again.
however!
today me, shirley n rey
somehow went to the councelling room,
and wow,
had a great craze all rounders!
were guitar-sessioning
singing
jamming
lego-ing
uno-stacking
talking
craping
naping
slacking
gossiping
ligering
etc. etc.
the atmosphere in ther was great!
air-con was cool and too the prefect temp.
chairs were just fine to sit and sleep on.
guitar was tuned to perfection.
legos were fun to play.
however, voice was *ahem on that moment.
overall was just great!
skipped i'll say 1hrs for the DISC prog,
lol!
cher called me and rey's parent to ask wher we were, then both parents called my phone to ask..
i said: 'im here in school?'
dad was lik: 'oh ok..'
(hangs)
then later he told me cher called back and said she was sorry she called for absolute no reasons? (?)
i was seriously trying to control not to laugh at (mdm low)
(councellor was calling us horrible children and said 'just tell your teacher to find me if she ask')
the councellor was just one-of-a-kind great person!
haha..
spilted to designated areas.
back to DISC..
it was way bored!
when we went ther.
30mins
came out,
the 5mins vids ther was the onli interesting one..
came out,
went to councellor,
'councellor! we need some councelling.. again!'
hha,
tis time,
Zhaf (guitarist and vocals), Mutiara (?), Amirul (?), Xun Nian (?), Shirley (Dar?), Me (Singer)
came..
haha jamed the whole way!
then left with me, Xun Nian n Shirley..
so i had a councelling session,
with Shirley (who took over the councellor's job almost immediately!)
kinda debate councelling,
and if Roy and Shirley debates..
yea, we talk..
we REALLI TALKED!
tanks alot Shirley,
this day u really embed in the words
'live your life to the fullest
and yet accept how great it is no matter what!'
into my mind..
i just cant wait to lead a proper lifestyle,
learning to appreciate the beauty in life,
though it may be full or thorns..
i wanna say that,
just pour ur burdens on me too,
cause i wan to help!
u are a strong gal which is
unique and totally awesome to me!
ure jus great!
let me help,
you can trust me,
u'll feel better if u just share,
and u know i'll always be ther to share with k!
u are the perfect role model for me attitude towards life!
and i cant stand to see u in pain,
but yet so strong to stand against it!
u're the best Shirley..
lov yea always!
thrashed it!
thrown it!
throw it away, forget yeterday
we'll make the Great Escape!
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Labels: councellor programming
[current mood: ______]
[current music: Let Go -Froufrou]
we had this talk bout the day,
wasnt a prefect one though..
practically,
people dont know me,
people told tales,
people just cant understand,
man this is tough,
but you know what,
say all u just say anything.
i'll hear it.
put it aside,
leave those things behind,
cause i just going off without them..
live my life,
we had this talk year after year,
not me not knowing you,
but you not knowing me,
cleared that mess up,
nows back again
consequences beared.
u just dun get it,
so dun say i dunt too
talk talked,
life living.
apology apologised
tanks tanked
this just last time i'll do tat,
im just living my life
i'll give you hell
i'll give you hell
onli if u give me small long pains of life.
you know what,
my volcanoes just poped twice
i dunno why,
but i kept too much from sec 1..
my fault,
im wrong,
ur happy
am happy..
:/
tanks,
for everything..
really, sorry for me steping into ur life.
if im pure basterds to you all,
guess u just havent anaylise the situation not one bit,
unfair?
then just call me that basterd.
i hear it,
my bad,
but u just dun get me..
im trying to get my life straight,
i learnt to get my before just trying to help anyone,
i'll live my life dun worri,
i cant stand this plague by me,
i care, i hurt,
im hurt, no one knows how to care.
know what?
'i'll seals oneself, giving all their happiness'
(this post bout people concerned, ignore for peeps not involved)
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Labels: let go pls do
Monday, March 23, 2009
[current mood: awww's..]
[current music: That's What You Get -Paramore]
Lunch was all debates.
from topics of,
Having babies?!
to debates of,
Being Loved?!
totally hilarious! :)
started with lunch at Tampines with
Shirley, Me, Bh, Nichol, Edmund, Wei Z
then Edmund had to leave due to unexpected circumstances..
i was debating with dear,
when she totally smoked herself out..
(i went back home, wen i though, eh! why didnt i say that? shoot!)
then we had lunch at mac while debating..
man,
we talked..
WE REALLY TALKED!
went back and tats tat!
well, nice day peeps!
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Labels: dabates
Sunday, March 22, 2009
[current mood: ouch!]
[current music: Jesus Take The Wheel -Carrie Underwood]
just a hair cut..
just a fringe half shorter..
just the style much shorter..
just seems like me getting younger..
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Labels: hair cuts
Saturday, March 21, 2009
[current mood: give me hell much!]
[current music: Goodbye to you -Michelle Branch]
wanted to like wake up 5:30
overslept
even though Edmund and Bh wake up call me 19 times..
what a colorful day, aint it?
(pure sarcasim rocks..)
actually mains wher to support his cous,
Edwin..
so me n xun nian came lik 1..
it starts at 1,
we're smart enough to go when it starts..
(pure sarcasim rocks..)
so we came,
they fetched,
we watched them dance their way,
OUT OF DRUGS?
'excuse me,
but dancing may help your physical and metal health AFTER drugs..
one way to get rid of drug taking habits..
is to tell urself u really wan this,
and go to REHAB!
duhh..
trust ur family,
they'll surport you..'
(dance? haha, pls..)
(pure sarcasim rocks..)
so went Sentosa half-way..
cycled
Edmund was kind enough to lost his wallet,
went around finding it..
(pure sarcasim rocks..)
i was kind enough to go to the info counter which they passed many times,
and just ask for a mere LOST N FOUND
and yea,
i saved the day!
and edmund,
plus his day,
and mine,
not forgetting others..
then we cycled,
then he dropped his wallet again..
then wen bh and his bike brake to go bac find his wallet,
hahaha,
ther was a the trailbus thingy,
and it brake too as so not too ram them both..
i was infront of the scence..
EVERYONE FLEW
(pure sarcasim rocks..)
they practically had their guts vomited through their mouths,
and pop goes their eye balls
squish! goes their heart..
crush.. their testis balls..
eeewww
(pure sarcasim rocks..)
lets all bow our heads and say..
THANKS edmund,
for getting our balls all-in-a-tangle..
had to go back,
went with edmund..
note:
he was all shy when he sat on my lap,
and these few small gals were playing and
one's ass was lik getting all nearer to him..
霜天に坐せ, sōten ni zase!
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Labels: Drug Dance Competition
Friday, March 20, 2009
[current mood: im 'just great' ~]
[current music: Happy Birthday -TheClickFive / Some bday song maker.. (you choose)]
HAPPY B'DAY DARREN!
even though little i know of you,
b'day's are meant to celebrated wit friends right?
so happy b'day!
all wishes and hopes/dreams come true!
umm,
what do they say somemore?
umm, ur a great friend?
ok this is my line now >
u may know me at badminton..
soon not i guess!
hahaha, gd luck!
wit me not ther,
fun will be
THER
i forgotten how it started..
we went Red house!
pics at some blog?
it was kinda ok,
practically the whole house of Red
was lik maped in my brains..
umm, fun time..
then was my lik first time LAN-ing in bout 3yrs?!
so played the whatdoyeaccall,
1. (forgot name)
2. Left 4 Dead
then Ms Loi called me in-between!
i was lik,
'oh shyt! why now!'
then she talked crap again,
blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
piority stuff / last chance / blah
thought bubbles..
' not you both havent give yp on me,
i nv go cause i long give up on you 2 helloooooo!?'
on-phone
'ah,orh,umm,eh'
then i had to go home..
SORRY DEAR SHIRLEY,
I'M CRAPED UP
I'M PRACTICALLY A WATSE OF UR TIME
I'M JUST A SORT OF FREAK WHOM U CANT DUMP YET!
lov yea!
and..
-BLANK-
(im seriously 'choinging' u singaporeans say when u are rushed to do somthing, in this case im 3 days lagg, so im 'choinging', english translation is rush is guess.. typical singaporean crap)
'jubon tou taichou..'
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Labels: bday darren
Thursday, March 19, 2009
[current mood: sigh..]
[current music: Jesus Take The Wheel -Daddy Gokey]
(american idol!)
stayed home..
me = failure, loser, wtf, fker, shits, bitch, basterd, ass-hole, freak, loser, freak-of-nature, etc.
jie: Shirley's blog for more info of my emo, put up in a :) way..
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshiro
Labels: eeeeeeeeeeeeemo
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
[current mood: dumb :s ]
[current music: All-American-Rejects - Gives You Hell]
like i said,
i'll always be jet laggin behind..
4 days back..
Wed-
so had a picnic!
present
- me, boon hao kor, xun nian, shirley dear, edmund, wei zhuang, wei cao, reynard, jasper
content:
some went swim in deep blue,
me and some other played dry on mat..
background:
they tried to pull me in,
i somehow got fed-up (sorri)
yea, kinda scolded them?!
(fish myself, im a freakin loser)
it's so weird of me guys,
im sorry..
i got my reasons,
u know evrytime i go to bbq's,
i get wet..
i dun mind..
but today's diff.
so understand or not..
im still sorri im a fuk-up freak-of-nature..
im weird
leave me alone till i die
im just a loser
i'll die of crazy-ness
dun go near me,
im a one-of-a-kind freak..
IM SORRY
went play other things,
spidey-weby
etc.
blah here blah there..
~end :(
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Labels: gives you hell
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
[current mood: rot ~8 ][current music: Hold On -Jonas Brothers]
'Run' is now playing-
story time!
-
A Goddess and Her Little Goddess -Lynn's Story
"Day is done and night is near,
Off to sleep now, baby dear..
Come, dream,
Come to baby, come.."
-Lynn sang her little angel Chloe to sleep.
Counting her wee fingers,
peering at that cute button nose,
Lynn smiled to herself and thought,
"Doesn't she just complete out lovely family..."
as she walked out to the balcony for
her last cigarette of the day.
"Mommy, when i grow up, i want to be just like you!"
Chloe chimed as she played dress-up with Lyn's old jewellery.
Every afternoon, Lynn would leave Chloe to dall up in her princess
fantasies, while she sneaked out to the balcony for yet another smoke,
away from the eyes of darling Chloe-she doesn't need to know.
Sometimes she wished she did'nt smoke, so she'd had nothing to hide.
Before Chloe was born five years ago,
Lynn stubbed out her smoking habit.
For the sake of her baby's health,
for the most precious gift of Life. But only 11 months.
After Chloe's arrival, Lynn started smoking again. Secretly.
Never did she expect that little eyes observed her every move.
"Mommy's going out for a while to get you some sweets, OK?"
A small lie sliped out of Lynn as she left Chloe to play.
With ribbons and bows, glitter and flowers in colours of the rainbow.
Lynn dropped her bag of candy when she entered the playroom.
With a pink crayon in hand, lifted to her cherry lips,
"I look just like you, Mommy, righy? You do this every day."
Chloe smiled as she mimicked the way Lynn smoked.
Crayon for cigarette, daughter like mother.
Lynn knew what she had to do.
She had to quit. For herself
and for the biggest love of
her life.
Cravings are nothing next to the painful thought of
Chloe taking after her.
Her horrible smoking habits that will
rob Chloe of her future.
"Mommy, when i grow up, i want to be
just like you!"
Chloe burried her face in
Lynn's hair as they hugged.
"Mommy smells so much nicer
now without those white sticks."
Lynn smiled the widest smile ever
and knew she made the right choice.
'Smoking doesn't just harm you,
but your loved ones as well.'
~end
Tips to quit for gd..
Decide once and for all to quit. weigh your pros and cons
Tell your family and friends. you'll be surprised at how much strenght you can gain from their support.
Avoid environments that encourages you to light up. be smart and keep temptations at bay by visiting smoke-free areas instead.
日番谷 冬獅郎,
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Labels: a goddess and her little goddess